today is sunday. not my favourite day of the week, but it is certainly the best day to study=) did not really study much cos i woke up at 11 plus and ate breakfast, watched tv and did my chi summary. speaking of chi, i really think that my hmt grades have dropped ALOT. getting an A seems a problem to me now. suddenly, i find myself lose interest and confidence in chi. NOOOO!! i dont want. chi used to be my forte in the past, but definitely not now. i love chinese, i want to do well for it, but somehow, things just go wrong. maybe, i really need to sort out my feelings now. on friday, cai hong asked us to write down what kind of grade we think that we can achieve in our o's (not our target). i wrote a B3 and i was shocked by what i had written. it looks funny but that was my exact feeling. as much as i did not want to write a B3, i had no other choice but to be honest with myself. for now, i really have no confidence in getting an A anymore. they say that things happen for a reason. maybe, i had slacked too much in chinese. my laziness had brought me to this stage, i suppose.
I WANT TO GET MY A1 for HMT!!!